I am so sorry for abandoning u all this while. You should know how hectic my schedule has been this last week since exams are drawing nearer and you know how lecturers would want to bombard u with last minute notes and tests. Speaking of test,I had this crazy land law test on thursday and I really felt like all my months of reading ended in futility. You know this fEeling when you have really read a particular place you are very sure would come out and this lecturer sets something else,gives you limited time and to rub salt on open wound,goes about peeping into people's work and laughing mischievously. After that test I really had to think if studying law was worth all the stress but what got me thinking was the fact that a close friend of mine had no Idea of what to write. Could not read again because I was too tired and my head was screaming rest.

Going home to see my younger sister who just returned from school. Really missed her. Most times I wished I had her mind when it comes to dealing with certain issues especially that of the opposite sex. I would not want to say I am very soft minded and mushy but I tend to swallow a lot of things from people.
In life, I have come to realise that family means a lot and therefore I would want to stick my head out there for d immediate members of my family no matter the circumstances because no matter what relatives would come and go but they(family) would still have your back no matter what. Saying this in lieu of what happened to me few months ago,october to be precise. Had this cousin whom I had never set eyes on for so many years. She finally comes into the country and it was all rosy for a few weeks. Obviously she noticed what was going on in the house which she was not too comfortable with. In the proceSs it was like I was the only one on her side,being there for her because nobody wanted her "oyinbo"mentality having lived in the united kingdom for 8 years. Finally she leaves the house and then I decide to continue keeping in touch not knowing it would leave a bitter taste in my mouth. The calls reduced to monosyllables and the height was when she asked me to return a shoe and some dresses which she had earlier given to me with her saying that the shoe was her dad's favourite. I felt like weeping that day because I had serious plans for those shoes later. Long n short I never gave them to her. That goes a long way to tell u how silly human beings can be. It is often said that once u do good and then u change even the good deeds u did before would be forgotten in a hurry and vice-versa.